just yesterday, i learn so much. today, i learn even more. i duno. i used to think i got many problems to think about and i am very sad. my mum told me just now that my face looks very worried and i not kai lang anymore? i think i realized that too. i feel so selfish. i am so lucky already, yet i am still so greedy.
but today, yesterday, i think i face the biggest problem i even met. the biggest wave that sweep me away. but, this wave is of a higher height for others. and i should feel lucky. yes to say i am lucky, i am selfish yet again.
i got the urge to be all good, to treat everyone good, cos behind the scenes, many things are actually happening to them but we dont know. but i dun think i can be good cos i am selfish.
i live a normal life, not much ups or down. i always create problems for myself to think. thats why got black face.
i am sorry i dint keep my promise. i feel dumb and immature. i am sorry to make you feel like you arent good enough. the biggest loser is me, cos i dint realize how lucky am i. now i know, and hopefully i will remember that before i get sweep away by mini waves.
Even though the tides may fall.
Even though the grass will wilt.
Even though we will die.
we will always be friends forever..
tan li ying AND michelle cheng