i very rich....................... $$$$$$$$$$.. exams faster over!! then i can go buy a lot a lot of things.. haha but duno will i be willing to spend it.. promo exam.. last time sec 3 the time we all very scared cannot promote now also the same thing.. so dumb.. hope this time can..! but if i never study sure cannot.. so byebyeeeeeeeeeeee!


ly
mood: duno!

mich.. tml need to go school? i tught childrens' day and got study break?? go out study with me la! very useful and productive!

11:43 PM

last time! duck tagging that day





the cake we ate in the library


trying clothes got price tag there! HAHA

11:32 PM
8.38pm now..the day before econs mock exam..and yet i cannot bring myself to study yet..just when will i be ready?i used to be able to concentrate and study at the last minute..now i am already at my last minute and i still duno what i am doing now?too much distractions in my head le..so many questions in my head that i dun want an answer or are unable to get one..if this go on i think i am going to be dead:(..must study laterrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr

beauty world cha cha cha
haha channel 5 song

mich mood:super lazy//blahhh

Labels: die

8:37 PM
went to the doctor again!! hope is the final time.. so pain.. i can feel the needle poking me :(((((( pinch my hand while i felt the needle haha scary.. it felt so long while it lasted.. i want a dog from spca.. i really want to adopt one but now cannot hais.. watch the channel u show make me want adopt it even more..

nth much to say.. dun think i will be using com this few days..
byebye!


ly
mood: drained

11:37 PM
some things are better left unsaid
some things are better left undone


m mood:lazy

Labels: hmm

10:08 AM
in the end i wrote about media for my gp.. hais.. hope i can pass.. went to study with sandy jeff and kenny at starbucks.. i drank pearl milk tea today with pearl and jelly and i stomachpain haha.. feel very giddy in the afternoon.. when we studying in starbucks theres one couple sitting in front of us.. the woman put her arms around the guy and they talk and move and move left right left right.. haha! i duno how to describe! the way i describe they sound stupid.. the point is i ready so giddy and they still keep oscillating moving rowing till i even more giddy!! haha but i cannot help but look at them so distracting.. in the end 3 hours plus only did one topic of chem but at least i learnt something..

celebrated my chinese birthday just now.. duno why this year suddenly celebrate chinese birthday instead.. haha nevermind! got cake to eat can le! why must people celebrate birthday? to keep track of the day that they were born? last time when i was born i was the heaviest baby in the hospital..! lucky now not! .........
after that i went into my room and feel very ___ then suddenly i heard that song.. after awhile THAT other song again.. hais :(

realise that different people have different views over the same things and how come some people character is so different from the rest? experienced something today and sad to say i miss the past and the people reactions and behaviours towards things.. why is some things so important to others but some treat it as nothing at all..
suddenly talk to my sister about my grandma's dog.. i remember last time when we used to stay overnight at her house and watch nickoldean till very late the dog will sleep earlier then us haha.. and in the moring when we wake up she will be very happy and keep wagging her tail.. can remember the whole thing! although she very smelly but she very sweet and cute.. but she died due to her weak heart.. shes very special i never see any dog that behaves and look like her before..


ly
mood: anything but happy


10:52 PM
tml there's gp promo exam.. i want to do on crime and punishments! hope the one that come out is easy and my language ahhhhhh.. hope is ok.. my eye havnt recover.. :(((((((((((((( why so long.. boohoo..

paralsed by the same old antics
back and forth like some walking spastic
how can a fistfight be romantic
thinking back now will you ever feel the same?
it never use to hurt beofre
it isnt funny anymore

haha very nice! saw this on the table.. somebody wrote this.. i thought of a boy immediately thinking that it is confirm written by a boy but sandy first thought that it will be a girl that wrote it.. duno why i think it is a boy who wrote it.. it just straight away come to my clever mind.. think some schools their promo is about to over? when we just start! so efficient our school! haha duno whether good or bad.. got less time to play but more time to study..

ly
mood: crimeeeeeeeeeeeeee

deterrent.. disciplinary.. reformative punishments.. punishments protections



11:01 PM
hello!at craig house now..suppose to study..but i need to give myself break!hope this break wont end up a few hours using com?but dont think so cox craig(babasaur) com very hard to use..LOUSY..haha..i really cannot stand studying anymore la..the more i do the papers and questions the more i duno how to do..guess my brain storage is full..and lianghao i got brain ok!haha better protect myself first before you shoot me..haha..nowadays like the mood very funny..like so out of control that i think i am very irritating..show my lousy mood to two people or three le these two days..waa..just went to help solve a physics question..but i cannot solve till..my tuition money i think i rather take and buy food or clothes or go play le la..duno go tuition for what..sianx..donate to charity even better..got so much to say but not going to say anything here..boohohohoho..

i am not stupid i am just lazy
i am not clever but neither am i stupid
i duno what i am typing but i feel that it is very nice to type
i am not sad but i am not happy
when i may look happy i may not be genuinely happy
you think you know me..you dont
i dont even know myself

i hate girls..
for being so unreasonable..
for being so difficult
for being so stupid to not realise what is going on around them
for being moody
for not saying what they mean
for not telling the person what they wanted to tell
what they wanted to hear
what they wanted the person to do
girls thinking that the person will understand..
and when the person dont..they feel angry..

so,i hate myself too....

life is never fair..think it is more sad to be a boy in terms of relationship
but i still want to be a boy if i have the chance..

mich mood:huh

Labels: be a boy

6:08 PM
hello! mich computer spoil cannot blog.. today morning during pe we( me mich and friends!) play basketball.. mich's long fingernail break HAHAHA yucks! lucky mine never.. mine more calcium.. stronger!
today morning super depressing.. must be cus of the thing we see in the morning.. make me really no mood and write 2 page of diary in a row.. i tried to write a poem that day but i think very dumb.. haha who ask the sky want to cry make me feel like scribbling and day dreaming..

jo!! i want go the fashion show!! hais!! hope next time got more chance! why must be during exam time :(((((((((( next time even if i alone i also will go de! if theres no stupid spoiler exam.. remember call me k? i will!

happy mooncake festival! the moon very bright and round.. must make wish! _______________________________________________________________________________________________________

haha thats my wish..

ly
mood: want to play and laugh

10:29 PM
yep..... the feeling at secondary school is better :( tpjc feel very unfamiliar.. i duno where is where.. haha i always thought i knew till that day the teacher talk to me and so i become the last one to get out of the class.. i didnt know where was the next class so i anyhow walk and walk.. reminds me of that meet the parents day.. i almost walk around the whole school.. guess i should be more independant..

in the past after school.. we would go to east coast.. the 1st time we went after school was on 5th march.. me mich and sx.. we were very excited about it the day before that we went to serangoon and buy many things.. we bought bubbles! haha.. duno what we thinking.. isit we want mtv? then we saw the shooting scene at east coast.. the 3 of us were playing and jumping around then we found out that the actor was looking at us and laughing..

sports day.. we were in the sturdee cheer team.. she bangs she bangs! we cannot dance :( inflexible.. but it was very fun.. we always stand back after school to practise..

there was the maths trail(kristy and florence).. the ice cream before sports heat..(stomachache) the ah bah's money skit..( haha mich remember? u supose to be my husband?? then we walk in circles and look at one another while the background florence hold the 'lightning' thing.. means we attracted to one another haha..) challenge drinking water.. running about along the corridor.. going to the toliet.. and remember our science teacher? he always knock our head with his metal fist! went to little india.. china town after school.. our volcano project during sec 1.. the vinegar the stones and clay.. we used to shoot ice at one another and play catching at the carpark.. it may seems childish and irriating to others at that time.. but we like it

went to escape with ben jia wei praba all of them.. the 1st time escape didnt open.. so we played at the water cooler.. water all over.. really very fun till the guard come.. and take down our name! ok MY NAME.. told him my name was mary lim and from 1e5 haha.. me n mich realise that everytime when in school all those trouble michelle will always get the blame.. but outside of school all the blame on me.. that time we went to arcade and my name took down again.. haiyo!!

but i really miss the soccer matches!! we always stay back to watch never miss any! haha only miss 2 matches before.. the most exciting one was the 4E vrs the 5N.. haha our whistle blow till very loud.. and the girls soccer team.. :) the day before me mich sx went to practise with kendrick edmund they all.. i step on the ball.. haha STEP on the ball and 3 sommersaults in a row.. so slow motion leh i can feel im turning around.. the next day me n mich knock one another so hard.. i can feel the knock and we fall on the floor.. i dare not open my eyes!! scared i blind very pain haha..

we will sit at tpy interchange the stairs and read story books there.. bought our things form 105 shop.. and the valentine day cards that we give around! haha last time we very excited to see all of it..


in the past it was all one
if only i could turn back the time
maybe i would spread out my attention
and try
to look around
and try
to see
what i had miss.. cuz time lost will never be found.. the things that you spoiled will always be dashed.. some might get it back.. its because they are lucky.. i would never
get back what i lost
never

ly
mood: miss it all

10:27 PM
i miss blogging haha like so long never blog le..cannot imagine i one thought blogging is for duno what now become a place where i can type whateverrrrrWHATEVER i want..ANYTHING..

haha now suddenly feel like going back to the secondary days..where somehow the people friends and memories there seems so much more fun and enjoyable..not that in jc not good but just then the feeling in beatty is very different. maybe cos in that school for 4 years so like dun feel like a stranger like that..in tpjc i dun even know what block is what block!so easy lost my way la.. and in beatty is like everyone is your friend..duno the person at least will know the name!lalala..

ahh wasted never went to talk talk with liying n shixuan..sure got alot things to say..since we so long never meet le

want to go wee teng house gain to take pics and eat her house the biscuits!also want to go shiya house..but now gt construction..these two house so long never go le!and josephine house..used to go there to learn dancing..haha dance like a robot..but so fun..!

back to the days where we will wonder to toa payoh bishan or orchard for nothing..or purely for taking neoprints
back to the days where we buy food from the 1.05 value shop and then sit at the stairs near mrt to just talk about stuffs..or even to read a storybook
back to the days where a whole group of us sit outside the tables near classroom and fending away the crows..and then playing ring a ring a roses
or sitting just outside our classrooms playing concentration concentration this is a game of concentration..
back to the days where we spent our time watching people playing soccer..cheering for soccer matches..training for soccer matches..haha girls gt one match before!we won!shiya the super striker..and the accident me n liying meet..we bang into one another..my teeth got blood..her eyes got swollen
back to the days where we always laugh and then pretend to look around anywhere but THEM..
back to the days where we have some mini problems or conflicts?
back to the days where we pretend to not take out our wallets to pay for taxi fare..
back to the days where life isnt only about homework but about friends and laughter..

just so many days where i wish i could turn back time to experience it once gain..

dont say that a person should not think of the past and only look into the future..
if not..why do we learn history?

Labels: back to the old times

1:55 PM
STRESSSSSSSSSSSS
not the card game
is STRESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS
the hair drop
vomit
headache
giddy
sad(dun like the word emo haha)
flu
fever
giddy
brain dead
coma
die
haha choy! i anyhow talk..
but seriously im super duper(barney) sick of studying.. really feel like burning away all the notes and assessment books.. heh heh i want go day dream about it.. everybody lufing about the cup!! :((((((( haha is not supose to be funny HAHA.. that picture got a lot of memory! cus last time sec 1.. me mich shiya always go wee teng house.. that day we keep taking photos.. flashflashflash..
today my grandma birthday! eat chilli crab yummy but today very no mood eat first time.. cus of the pig promo..
my hand still got chilli crab smell HAHA smell to sleep? so disgusting!


ly
mood: ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh


should i continue???????? or give up.. admit...

11:30 PM
was super stress during chem today.. cannot control my _______! but dun think anyone know and i also dun want anyone to know that..... thanks for accompanying me! :) and helping me!
went to meet sx with mich after school.. watch the channel 8 show at the food court.. haha we share ice kachang while we watch.. in the end a lot land on the table instead..
talk to sx after that till 9plus then went home.. so long never sit there and talk.. last time we always sit there cuz we duno where to go but also dun want to go home..
yay! after a level got 6 months to play! 2 months i want to work and the other 4months spend money HAHA.. but for the 2 months salary sure in 1 week gone bu jian diao!
tml must see doctor le.. scary.. sometimes i see things suddenly will blur like smth transparent white? i duno very scary.. dare not to tell the doctor haha scared is serious thing.. see how ba! the doctor is my uncle anyway haha..

ly
mood: sad and stress today! now normal! lucky got go out..
friends are forever!

11:10 PM



10:27 PM

today is a decreasing gradient day on the mood vs happy graph..feel so sianx..and bad to those who i treated badly..just duno what i wanted..bad bad bad bad bad..dun even know whar to blog bout..duno how to describe whatever i am thinking..lala

mich mood:want drink bb tea mood

Labels: i want bb tea

11:01 PM

hot hot hot.. duno if is my hand cold or i hot.. feel like my whole body burning.. but also never fever.. funny.. today chinese promo.. should be ok ba the paper i think.. the 1st question of the chinese compo i dun understand the meaning but i still do.. lucky i guess correctli.. i dun want to fail my compo.. went to eat mac with kenny jeffrey and sandy today.. yumyum but i try to study chinese while i eat but but but nothing can go in my head haha.. nvm! i now very tired feel like sleeping ready..
byebye!

ly
mood: HOT LIKE FIRE and cold a bit

10:16 PM
for eng:42 to get E
50 to get D
58 to get C
66 to get B

for phy:52 to get E
59 to get D
66 to get C
73 to get B
88 to get A

die le la.. better dun aim too high can pass can le? i so lousy! ahh ahh ahh.. tml got chinese promo.. hope its ok and im not tired tml! cus once im tired i got no mood do anything at all and become VERY VERY grumpy.. so good luck ly! didnt go school today.. should go cus at home a lot of food to tempt me haha.. shall study hard for promo!
i kill 2 cockroach yesterday.. feel so useful haha.. i spray and spray the insticide till i cough but they die in the end heh heh very difficult to die leh that two.. must be the half immortal cockroach..
kk! i need go le! my mummy complaining.. byebyeeeeeeeeeee! nag nag nag but i dun mind? ok i mind haha but i want be good daughter.. this saturday going doctor check my eye! hope nth happen!! pls pls

tly
mood: chinese mood

9:47 PM
ahh..i am falling asleep..really is tired not the lazy tired..what happen to my eyes?aiyo..chinese promo tml and i haven read e 120chen yu 50 yan yu 1 compo book and textbook..lala hope later when i study on the bed wun sleep..i just break my bro watch!piak..

everyday come to school feeling so weird..something happening but yet i duno what..just what i want i also duno!!omg!!!!

Labels: omg

9:13 PM
omg mich i then dun want see you die.. so scary!! u go hide in your room and die dun show me.. haha.. jk la so bad!! wahhhh the ending of the channel 8 show feel so incomplete.. hvnt even show all the things that happen.. zzz i go write my own ending.. wonder why she will want go us with him.. finally together with her dad and now away again.. dun think i will go if i were her.. or i will bring my family along! and friends! and relativies! haha too many lo.. we all no money go us.. so dun daydream!!
shirley really go le.. :( one lesser person.. hope everybody can be promoted! epecially TLY!!

i eat almost 3/4 tin of the hello panda ready.. and garlic bread and dinner and lunch and biscuits.. hellllllllllllpppppppp.. stomach got hole cannot stop eating. . sianz..

ly
mood: full

10:40 PM

army!


musclegirl

ly right eye swollen.. so long le!!

10:31 PM
i want to post pictures!but i got nothing to post!suddenly remember today got take pictures w liying..waa..her classmate leaving le..think sad day?

i want to leave a country to travel..but don't think i want to stay there forever!i rather stay here and die..i want all my friends to see me die..

very scary..wonder when you are about to die what would you be thinking..who will take the things i left with me?my soft toys..NEOPRINTS,,photos..memories..letters..i got so many things in my room..what will happen?is that why people say that we should give and share?beacos we also cannot bring the things we owe with us anyway..

i dun want..i got too much rubbish in my room..i want to keep them all..haiyo

too much to say too little brain to type
byebye!

mich mood:must push myself to study chinese mooddddddddddddddd

Labels: dying

10:24 PM
watch the channel 8 show.. the women make all those 'fake food' using clay.. i saw the char shao pao they make frighten me so alike! look exactly like the real one!! then i realise it is real.. chinese promo is this wednesday.. good luck to me! i shall drink chinese tea in the morning haha dumdum.. sure make me stomachpain.. yay! and i finally got $300.. can pay my mummy back ready.. my birthday money fly fly fly away :( haha never mind still will have more..

how can a feeling be lost so easily.. maybe its not even strong at the first place.. so is it a good thing or a bad thing
or maybe im just not good enough
hahaha..


tly
hands cold..! i got mood go korea.. :(

10:38 PM
19th feb cross country.. 2e3

long long time ago

on the way to chalet
we sec 1!! go florence house play barbie doll.. our favourite thing to do last time! HAHA

in genting with mich and ly and winnie

pearl milk tea nicest for now
ugly but funny!

12:13 AM
just came back from studying with mich and craig.. yucks geylang really very geylang.. dun like the way people look at you.. disgusting.. we eat in the library yummy..
went mich house stay yesterday.. see our genting photos and birthday party photos.. very fun and nice..
then went to wei sheng house.. mich study while i do my work.. but after awhile all distracted! talk talk talk.. and its DEREK.. haha.. anyhow spell! derek very nice to talk to about those things.. talk till the mrt like very fast reach eunos! i now abit tired but nope im not sleeping!
feel that my memory very very bad.. cannot remember anything at all like must do what or what or WHAT.. all forgot! shirley monday leaving :( ahhhhhhhh sad sad.. i cannot leave.. cus even if i wana go poly i also duno which course im intrested in.. poor thing.. haha but its too late to even talk about it.. just study!! upthrust is the upward force acting on a partially or fully immersed object in the water due to pressure difference.. hu cares...zzz.. upward force downward force sideward force.. they want go which way i really dun care!!
i ate famous amos cookie! yumyum.. i shall speak good english! practise for my gp promo exam!

NO LEH.. LOR.. LA.. LO.. LE

ly LIYING ly
mood: dreamingmood


beauty is in the eye of the beholder HAHA
love has no flaws
still got what i forget le!


MY HEAD SUPER PAIN.. HEADACHE

11:17 PM
haha jeffrey's face so BIG!
LIYING YOU WANT THIS PIC!
our last time..less bouncy arms
liying we shall type maturely..ok shall not say that cos mature people dont say that they are mature themselves!
liying came over my house stay for the THIRD TIME..haha and i stayed so many times at her house till her family dont even care if i am in their house or not.
when i go her house overnight,her aunty will ha ha ha like very happy that i stay..haha very funny..and she will make the maid nicely for me to sleep..
but when liying come my house stay..i am the maid for her..help her prepare the bed!lucky lucky!
looked through alot of our past photos and class photos..from sec one all the hair tie behind and chubby chubby small small to sec four looking better and thinner..didnt realise that all of us are gradually changing our appearances..needless to say,our character too.
.. all the problems we had faced..all the happy memories we shared.. i hope my brain continues to work and remembers them..no accident for me!
really very nice to hear derrick talking and answering the questions liying and me asked him about..ahhh..fatty and muscular arms shall be gone!liying you agree?HAHA..you and me understand good enough..
yesterday had a great meal,ate all the food we liked!dream came true!footlong tuna honey oat bread with sweet onion..cookies..ice blended mocha regular..and haha high class chocolates cookies!al so nice to eat..
if there were to be a day where i have no more friends,lovers,family..i think food will be my good accompany..
sianx..still got so many work to do and the mock physics exam!off to do work!

though today is a wasted day..had nice dinner to eat as well as laughter when at weisheng(haha ly how spell?) house!yipeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

mich mood:english and lazy mood

Labels: hoho

10:26 PM
my spa over lo! hahahaha yipeee! yay tml can eat starbucks and subway! i ate mooncake le.. my mummy finally buy haha i like the yolk only most of the time but today duno why feel like eating both together.. help the pe teacher carry the rugby balls out then he ask me pass him the keys and i take very long to walk to him cus the distance very far apart so he ask me to throw the keys.. and i really throw then he say he testing my manners only.. say i no manners!! then the another stupid pe teacher walk over to the keys and say this is call throw ah? zzz.. saying i no strength!! i box him then he fly away lo..
i never feel the earthquake.. duno why.. all the times also never feel.. haha hear so many people say they want 'try' like feel it.. but if you are in other country as if they will want.. disasters.. funny how people think.. but i also want.. haha small small one can le!
shirley going poly!! :(((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((
left 3 girls in my class only.. rather she dun go.. cannot luf so much anymore ready.. hais hais.. but she ready decided firmly stonely stablely..haha all anyhow use voccab..
a lot of lectures tml scared too boring for me.. mich! the korea tickets when booking? can after promo results?

subway eat fresh! starbucks i no bucks buy!
ly
mood: full!

10:32 PM
haha liying u dont dare tell me that you cannot go korea?must type in blog ar?okok!!

these few days time seems to pass very very fast..like duno what is happening..
hope promos faster end so that can enjoy holidays!feel like going to work..but then think no one want hire me la..

these few days in the head also like duno thinking what..mix feelings about everything..seems to have some prooblem controlling emotions..but then overall still happy mood

lala..tml having spa!if only is really the spa..then can relax..this physics spa foc but i dun want..

yay cannot wait for starbucks n subway tml!!!!!!!!!!

mich mood:whateva!

Labels: starbucks n subway

8:13 PM
my eye swollen again.. ahh duno whats the dummy problem with it.. small swollen only ba nvm.. my english very lousy? haha i dun tink so leh! but then everybody else think so! whole day say and say and sayyyyyy.. i also want go east coast.. can we go there study? but i scared my that beach rainy windy 'mood' will come.. haha then i will sad! i also want go escape.. altugh there really a bit boring but a lot of memories.. i dun tink i can go korea with mich.. my mummy say see results haha but by then too late to book tickets ready! we after a level then go k? when confident can pass.. tml have to do pw all the way till the whole thing is done.. hais must go home late again and reach home even later.. :(
wondering am i bothering u? scared i am but u duno how to tell me! scared im too boring also..

rountine.. willing.. chore.. no choice.. like..
hope its not just a dream.. will it continue or will it fade away..

ly
mood: confused
tink it will end soon.. i dun wan!!!!!!!!

10:19 PM
WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA i very very very very bored now!!omg..just cannot study..think i really cannot study at home..really really bored..think the more i type the more boring also..haha..ok!it is so exciting now!!!want to sit rollar coaster now..liying want go escape themepark?or maybe go beach and then we eat mifen gain..how come so boring??today my whole blog about bored ar?BORED..wonder who invented this word..why hear this word also will feel bored?sounds really boring also..imagine mcdonald name is called mcbored..maybe like that wont make so many people eat it anymore?the world so funny..

what is love?dont understand how it can be so sweet yet so difficult..one usually taste the bitterness of it more than the sweetness..
why the right person never comes and the wrong person just cannot stop coming?so funny..
just when you feel that you are suffering a bad patch in love..like the one you like didnt like you..do you know how much you are hurting the person that likes you so much..
just a cycle..cycle..neverending circle..
if only you can turn back..and look at the person who is always there for you..
and then you start to wish..why didnt the person i like turn back to look at me too..
a cycle..cycle..cycle..

bored!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

mich mood:yup u know ut

Labels: haiz

10:05 PM
how how how? tml must go school.. :( have to wake at 530 again.. haha watchin tv now.. so nice.. they all got so many talents! what is mine?
also not much mood.. hais.. when will i be really happy? and not just when theres people around me.. duno how to say but isit cus im missing that particular something? haha cannot convince myself that.. nvm TRY!!!!!!



ly
mood: 1/4 sad.. 3/4 lazy

10:24 PM
started doing maths assignment!and stuck at the first question..then of course i have to eat something..but it is not something that i eat but alot alot of things!!!haha bad habits are just hard to get rid of..

is love a habit??rabbit habit rabbit habit

tuition very funny today..dum dum bao ling and justin they both eat sweet so loud keep "swik swik swik" haha duno how to make the sound..they two can gang up to fight against me also..baaaaa

back to studying?zzzzzzz

mich mood:woolala

Labels: zzzz

9:01 PM
a boring day.. a super boring day.. yay later i wan watch guess.. got couple? haha observe them! no lifeeeeeeee..

forgot one more pic

haha so nice! the 5th couple very funny haha the guy give the girl his toys when he young those kind cuz he no money to buy haha and he sing liang zhi lian ren to her! so nice.. haha k la i a bit duno what but still..

the 1st couple look alike they 2 very nice.. hope is not those two that break up ready! wahhh so sweet! i guess correct! is the 4th! but so sad.. tugh they break up but he still like her.. she dun want be together cus he always play online games and duno what? huh? like that only.. siao.. next time she regret then she know..

春天散步夏天看海秋天数落叶 我们一直没有烦恼一直没有争吵让每天像糖一样甜冬天飘雪我是棉被温暖你的夜一直在你身边一直爱到永远

你就负责靠着我的肩
ly
mood: envy!

11:18 PM
was feeling very frustrated just now..still feelin very frustrated until one minute ago because my brother refuse to let me sign in to msn..he not even using the com but the psp..but i dun wan to argue with him so i dun sign in. and after 10mins he tell me i can log off his.
hmm..lucky i didnt argue back if not i may not be able to log in. sometimes giving in is a pretty good thing eh?
all these things seems so minor..but it attributes so much to our thin strings of relationship..duno how describe the relationship and how it is bonded..but i duno..it is so easy to fall apart and break down.
making my mother so tired and sad is never what i wanted
wish i could do something..but it may end up making her feel much worse
really cannot concentrate on doing anything now
really feel funny blogging all these..it makes me feel better but it also makes me feel weird.nvm i better dun think so much

time to do written report!home sweet home

m mood:moodless

Labels: yup

9:00 PM









we study at kfc then we go food court eat ramen yummy watch the 9pm show and eat.. then went to shun li house yesterday stay overnight! supose to go study then in the end play mahjong.. te hui.. chen xi.. james.. sheng eng(?) come also.. we at the balcony studying at 1st.. play till 4plus then go sleep till 7.. when we wake up everybody gone ready! haha so early.. later we go macdonald eat then go ly house then tpy again! we this whole holiday keep going tpy! and crossing the same road and same bridge..

10:12 PM
went to science centre today with kenny sandy and jeffFREE hahahaha.. quite ok but i cannot find mirror maze! a lot of hings over there.. shadow freeze? supose to freeze your shadow and it will stay on the wall.. later we become vampire! all no shadow.. ahhhh... walk and walk and walk.. saw mice and chicks! the chicks very cute.. but they seem so helpless when they trying to stand up make me want to break open the whole thing and help them haha.. have to crawl inside smth to see the mice and hamsters.. tingtongbell.. they go build the 'tunnel' so small.. make me knock my head 2 times and fall backwards! later we go imm.. to.. eat? tly got budget cannot eat so expensive things.. but i still eat the cheapest which is not really very cheap for my wallet.. then i go home! when i on mrt my tutor ready at my house waiting for me.. late late late run all the way home later.. i shall sleep now! still very early.. but my eyes red today morning sandy say is cus not enuf sleep.. i dun want red eyes so i shall sleep now!
good nights!

ly
mood: abit tired!

10:33 PM
haha liying i never listen to you i write new post
cos now my mood different le

topic of the day: MY AMBITION
i going to write until very boring!cause since young my ambition like the same as everyone like that.aiyo
i want to be teacher..cause i see teacher i think they very nice so if i teacher means i very nice also then all the children will like me.then i dun want work at sec or jc i only want work at PAP or what..means teach all the little children.haha somemore teach children brain dun need alot..just know how to make them happy and interested in what you teaching..and you laugh with them!so fun and happy.i also wanted to teach maths in primary school..primary one or two la..cause last time my maths very good!always get 90 plus ..now i dream long long la..
haha in the end alot things to write!!!
then i wanted to be a nurse too..cause i dun want be doctor.duno what kind of reason is this!but now i dun wan!so i dun wan say anymore bout being a nurse.
and then there is one period where i start to think about my ambition..think primary 6?and i wanted to be a hairdresser!!!cause i used to tie plaits and fanciful hairstyles for my mother's sisters!then my godma also ask me tie hair for my godsis..!i rmb i tie alot of those mini plaits for my mama also!but she cannot tie for me cause she duno!so li hai..i even my grandma hair also like play..haha..her hair very thick..
i even learn to plaits by myself..duno how explain..but when one person tries tying plaits for herself,the plaits will be poking out.like inside out like that..so i use a mirror and practice tying plaits so that my plaits wun be inside out!and yipee!i can do it!but aiya so many people also can..
my hair forever messy so if i be hairdresser think no one dare ask me do anything to their hair..but i can be designer for hair?
oh ya!i remember i wish to be clothes designer also!!i everytime draw clothes design out!then i draw models..and i draw all the different shoes and hair and handbags to match them!!!so fun!!!!but haha my dress sense not good also now,,how can i realise this dream?
and now..what is my ambition???totally no idea..duno what am i good at!i want to sth that i will enjoy and not work for the money..go be clown?but need learn juggling all those..mebe need swallow swords down or blow fire..then i die..yucks..and i hate clowns...

i need ambition so that i will work towards it!!!!!!!!!!!!!
be tarot card reader?be dream interpreter?be look into glass ball witch?be teach people how to laugh instructor?i remember!i wanted to be physicholgist?aiyo i dun even know how spell how can it be something i want to be..haiz..something fun..haha..liying..we two go be change people $1 coin one at neoprint shops..
mich mood:searching

Labels: ambition

10:49 PM
i also watch the channel 8 show! i watch ready a lot of feelings.. if the guy i like say me like that i sure very sad! but see her so good.. i rather lead a life like hers! only the dun need to study but still can live part.. the rest i dun want.. is not that i dun like to study just that its a waste of time! there are so many better tings to do in life why must people spend almost blahblah% of it studying..? dun really understand.. tml going science centre.. have to see the duno what and plan the duno what.. $$$$$$moneymoney$$$$$$

ambition? when i was young i want to be a maid.. haha i always see my maid mop the floor and i find it very fun! thats why i want to be a maid when i grow up.. after that i decided to sell ice cream.. cus i like the way they scoop up the ice cream.. then i want to be a teacher because i like to write on the board and speak from the mike.. haha i remeber all my cousins want to be lawyer or doctor! then i want to sell ice cream! my sis keep laughing at me..
last time my family and i always go to sentosa every december and stay for 3 days 2 nights at the hotel.. but we stop since sec 1? that is why sentosa have a lot of memories to me! and i never had a chance to go back to there and really walk around anymore.. really walk as in go to all the places and not just the beach alone.. now they are upgrading or renovating or doing whatever to it so ................. no more chance.
in the past my cousins will always come to my house and stay.. we will tell stories all the way till we sleep.. one of us will start the story and the other will continue and so on.. sometimes we will also have singing competion and i like to sing the national day song and my kindergarden song.. we like to act out the roles of people and my maid will be the judge.. i remember i try to act like liang po po.. haha and i tie bun and put powder on my hair and carry my mum's handbag.. on the car.. my sis and i like to point out houses that we would like to stay in.. my brother sometimes like to play with us too! and we always imagine if we have a car full of ice cream and potato chips how nice would it be!
pri 1.. i have a best frwen call hannah ng.. we always stay together cus on the first day we got the same older buddy who bring us to the canteen to eat.. one time we smell glue HAHA.. cus she say her glue got a special nice smell so we smelt it.. then i remember that my mum once said glue sniffing is bad and will cause memory failure so we 2 began testing one another from abc's to 123's.. during our cca we always sit together.. that time i was tipping my chair and rock rock rock suddnely i fell down and everybody look at me and laugh haha.. only she duno! and she is beside me.. she even turn around and ask me what are they lufing at.. during p3 the class bully was sitted between us.. he like to disturb us and make the teachers angry and so we thought up of a way to deal with him.. we bluff him that everyday that he is good we will give him a sweet and we add up all the way till the end of the year but didnt give him any haha.. but since p4 we never really tok.. p4 i was one of the fiercest in the class haha.. my frwen and i were called mu lao hu.. we always beat all the boys and scold them.. got one time we suppose to act out a part in the war.. i was the japanese and i took a can and wack her.. we coloured the cane with lipstick in order for her leg to look as if it is bleeding but after the play when she wipe the lipstick off theres one long stand of cane mark there haha.. her name is kah man.. me.. her.. wee teng.. yu zhen and si min was a group at that time.. we always draw shirts and necklaces n paper and set a price for it.. nobody like to buy mine! guess my art was lousy since young..
sec 1.. i like 5566 like crazy.. my class boys like to take my file and my 5566 poster and throw all about!! i used to play jo kou ba with pan long, edmund and jia wei.. jia wei is the winner im the second! mich was sitting behind me at that time and she tinkin why i always play with them.. haha.. after awhile we then become closer.. and from me and wee teng.. mich and kristy.. we then become 4 together! later somehow is me, wee teng, shiya and michelle.. we always go to wee teng house after school and eat cup noodles and go the playground.. then later become me mich shiya wee teng kristy florence josephine.. haha we keep changing and changing..
during sec 2.. we become closer to shi xuan! we always run about the school and challenge drinking water.. in the end the water always on the floor haha.. we 3 got a mission and we like to spy on ahemahemahem.. everytime we see ahem
we will become very excited and do stupid things..
mich and i went to the sg youth festival.. the andal also got go.. she bring her child along and they were sitting on front of us.. her child accidentli fall down and we laugh! haha so bad! but is accidently laugh too loud and she scold us!!!!!!! me mich and sx like to go very far after school cus we always go j8 and tpy very boring.. so we decided to go further away like TAMPINES got one time we went there and feel wah we go so far! and now i HAVE TO GO THERE ALOMST EVERYDAY!! :( we went to imm before after school and went to the playground there and play with all the children! very fun and tiring! we also exchange hp numbers and emails with them.. haha..
my family is very important to me.. its just that i never show it to them before.. its not cus i dun care its cus i duno how to show.. but deep down i care for them more than anything in the world..

opps i write so long ready! 1st time! might be a bit boring to read but its for my own.. feel like jotting down everything and remembering every part of my life..

li ying!
mood: memories

10:23 PM
hello is today twit day?haha no!i am going to blog normally.i am a normal person.i lead a normal life..yawn!!!!!!!!!!
just now my heart suddenly beat very fast and i gt the nervous,scared feeling again.cause i have been thinking of what am i doing right now.what do i want?when i want to start serious studying?when am i going to get STARTED?

easily distracted

channel 8 the show very sad..love lowlifes love lowlifes
but i lead a normal life.so no dramas for me
duno whether i should be happy my life at least quite plain sailing?

ahhh my heart still beating very fast.
and this time it is not because i am seeing someone i like..
bish

hook up or break up the book so nice..if only i is the main girl too

haha abit stupid i post my own pics..but remind me that i should have fun!!!







mich mood:headache..can tell from the pic?means my acting good!

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9:44 PM

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