everyday is a new beginning.

Thursday, January 31, 2008

the 6th floor cat

hello!

played cheaterbug basketball with mich and yish today. very TIRING. laugh and run and laugh and run till going to heart attack and asthma ready. yay! cny is next week! EAT EAT EAT. play play play. rest rest rest.

these few days been sleeping for 4 or 5 hours only. but yup is my own fault. haha. cannot help it. i feel very energetic at night! but in school and on bus all i want to do is SLEEP. sat at the outside seat today accidently fell asleep halfway and almost fell off the seat. scare me. :(

YES OR NO.

how long will it takes?

mood: okok!

AND MICH WE NEED A NEW LUCKY CHARM SOON. one that is of better quality! fairy godmother had retired on the day i lost my hp.

12:06 AM

Tuesday, January 29, 2008

HOW TO TELL IF A GIRL LIKES YOU

1) she smiles at you with a really big smile or a really small and sweet one.( small smile for those who dun want show too mush teeth!)

2) she dont mind helping you to do any work, errands. you name it, she do it! u dont name it, maybe she also do it!

3) she waits for you to come online (HAHA to chat with her.) so can you talk to her first

4) both of you can have very lengthy chatlogs together. the more she chat, the more possibilty she like you, or not, the boy very interesting to talk to.

5) she might show unhapiness to you all of a sudden, most probably from jealousy?

6) you give her anything and she will treasure it!

7) you caught her looking at you. and not just once.

8) she won't mind walking a longer distance with you just to spend more time together

9) little straight forward things that you say might really hurt her

10) ever notice that she always appear wherever you are?

11:29 PM

Saturday, January 26, 2008

supposed to go to the museum with kenny and sandy today morning but in the end i never go. SORRY!! i very no mood yesterday. :( cannot bring up my mood till i got a new hp. so i went to buy my new hp in the morning with my mummy! $338 :( heartpain.
then met mich and went to airport to 'study'. haha! berlin and craig also!
ate alot alot.
chocolates. jap food. biscuits. burger king. pandan cake. and alot alot!

ly
mood: quite nice. BUT also not really nice.
some parts!

11:18 PM

Friday, January 25, 2008

my mood swings from happy to no feelings to angry to sad.
do you know how tiring is that?

yes, as much as i am not born to make you happy, i am very happy that i am stil alive.
at least i got to see everone the black faces and all.
at least i got the chance to.

i want to live.
and i shall not complain about my moodswings anymore.
being tired is so much better than losing everything.

mich.

i love all my friends, in one way or another, whether we get to meet up or not, whether we stay on contact or not.
and i am not saying it for fun either.

10:21 PM

SICKENING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
NEVER FELT SO FREAKING ANGRY BEFORE.
HOW could people be so insensitive.
you know you are ugly and you still want to do this kind of things.
you deserved a big slap. AND i will be glad to help you.
bash yourself up.
knock knock knock. at first i thought you were FAT thats why you took up so much space and i was just pissed then i realised you stole it. and i want to KILL YOU.
forget it. whats over is over. i shall just complain one more time. later.
new sim card will be send to me on monday. dun call or msg my number till then.
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
urgh.

AND TO YOU.
please. im not your girlfriend or whatsoever.
DON'T talk to me in that kind of disgusting tone which makes me feel like puking and expect me to reply you.
i will not do so.

:(((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((
i want my messages. and my contacts. ESP my messages. :(
all my new memories are all in there. dun want to lost it all so fast.

i NEED to talk to you RIGHT NOW

ly
mood: violent

I WANT TO BUY NEW HP BY TML? or sunday or monday. :(
boo

today was a _________ day. something nice happened somewhere in the day. shall write it out in my diary.
byebye

to that half boy half girl lookalike fat monster with short hands and short legs and a fat face. shyt you

8:37 PM

Tuesday, January 22, 2008

eat 1 chocolate take out 1 nut. eat 1 chocolate take out another nut. yucks. dun like nuts in my chocolate. make me thirsty only. my father is going to taiwan tml! so lucky. :( i also want to go. bring me bring me.

played basketball today with edmund, kenny, xiao wei and others. haha very funny the way they pass the ball to one another. feel like we inside the comic book. ok i duno what i am talking about HAHA. then we played monkey. ya obviously i the monkey. uh uh uh. and my finger very very pain. now it become twice the size of my normal finger. tried to bend it but cannot. haha but at least somebody's finger also the same condition as me. boo hoo. then went for maths. BORING BORING BORING.

thanks edmund for helping me rotate some of pictures HAHAHA. cus i really duno how.
dun say me lousy! only i can say myself!

dun be too nice to me. cus im afraid i will fall deeper into it. but dun be mean to me. cus it will feel hurt too. so what do i what? i really duno.

thanks for just now :) sweet!

mood: lazy

10:19 PM

Sunday, January 20, 2008

DUNO HOW TO ROTATE THE PICS HAHA sorry!

1 2 and THREE

went to bugis to shop and study today! we ate half a big loaf of kaya bread and bubble tea.

dun change dun change BE THE SAME!!

10:25 PM

Saturday, January 19, 2008

yesterday night i dreamt of you.
when i was near you, you push me away.
feel so hurt.

also dream that 3 of us girls quarelled.
and i shouted so loud.
super angry and frustrated.

bad dreams,
can you please go away?

6:08 PM

Friday, January 18, 2008

where are you
:(
i want to talk to you.
don't want to keep thinking about you
because nothing will come out of it
but i can't help it
can't stop thinking and hoping
i miss you

what we ate today
otah
sasuage
ice cream
mango madness
tsp/mts
mi fen
waffle
and our own things

AHHH REALLY WANT TO TALK TO YOU NOW. :(
help
not a despo
haha!

10:48 PM

Thursday, January 17, 2008

think i have the tendency to blog only when i am not in a very good mood..or what people put it as emoing..

actually i dont really like the word emo.
esp when people ask me why i emoing..
cos i dont see why i cant have my own space my own moment my own time and whatever to space out or think or even daydream and as a result looking like some grumpy old woman or having a sad face.

i am just thinking, i am not sad, i am not emoing.
but i think..think think think and i think till i become sad and no mood.
then i am emoing?
back to square one.

whoever came up with this word?

i need time to sort out how i feel right now, i am sorry.
i dont want to take any risk and do some stupid mistake.

the one hour walk did little to help me:[
chocolates being comfort food did not comfort me too in anyway.
ahh..just what i need?
you?

mich.

Labels: sadness

8:49 PM

Tuesday, January 15, 2008

hello! today school is ok. ate plain waffle. taste really very plain next time i dun want eat it anymore ready. haha. and stupid kenny say i got the sickness like the 1 LITRE OF TEARS the girl. scare me! really very scary. haha BUT i very brave so its ok. i want to try and balance and touch my nose tml again. HAHA. just in case. :)
pe today very tiring. ran 3 rounds then did exercise all the way for the rest of the 45mins?? my heart beat at 150 after everything! the teacher help me count haha. bomp bomp bomp.
have you ever wonder that there are so many people in the world. and what are they doing now. some people might be crying now. some people might be very happy now. some might be bored.
wonder what are you doing now.
im waiting!
comecome.

ly
mood: :) i think

10:32 PM

Sunday, January 13, 2008

what we took within the 1st 2minutes? haha and the woman came and remind us about food wastage.

cookies!

my beautiful toliet

my long hair!

sandy's shoe.

that time we baked the cookies! at sl's house. hard and felt like a maid.

going to bbq!!

haha. sandy's leg mich and ly

in the morning at school. tired :( eyes dun want to open

in neo print machine. b4 ah hem.

ly jeff mich! sandy trying her shoes!

take 105

HAHAHHA. feel like laughing. hohohohahhahahehehehehehhehheh. dun like people to type out hehehe. except for my maid. only when she sms hehehe then i won't mind.
who will laugh like that hehehe.

yucks. so high pitched! dun like the word stead also. haha.

B O R I N G. i know you are too.

went to ps today. bad mood for a little while and felt very guilty about it after that. SORRY!! the next time when im in a bad mood i will keep it to myself and won't show it out.

biscuits are yummy

10:30 PM