yay yay double post with one from ly n now mich and there gives us lymc's blog!


din't know how much i was afraid to be alone till today.
just didnt want to see anybody anyone else except for liying sandy jeffrey kenny today.
was waiting near school's bubble tea shop when i saw a whole flock of guys coming out from tpjc to the bb tea shop and i literally walk backwards to the bus stop where no one will see me.
then i felt so weird and nervous and sort of afraid and started eating the peanuts in my bag so that i feel better. comfort food ya.
then i saw the 3 of them appear but they disappeared again after i talked to rosaline for awhile, a tfsc girl.
then i kept turning my head to see where they are only to accept a call from ly saying they have reached tfsc doorstep.
and i hurried over.
ahh i really duno whats happening to me.


and apologies to violet for not going to the pae s16 outing as well as the rest of s16 gang. but heard from yish that it was a fun day and so, feel better that my presence wouldnt be any matter:>


and reminder to myself that i got a movie date with jasmine on coming thursday.


and i feel so dead:<
and oily
and smelly


help meeeeeeeeeeeeeeee i am dying.
i really wish that the world is coming to an end in/by 2010 cos i hate my current life now.
and i hate that bee that just flew past me while i was typing.
what are you thinking bee?!



mich
mood: am i emo-ing?


ok i cant stop typing.
garrett like his bread with suger and butter!

12:42 AM
29th may
went to watch congak(duno how spell!) at ehub with :) haha i felt like we were in Malaysia duno why i just have that feeling. walked around and around and around downtown.
lisaaaaaaaaa lisaaaaaaa haha. im brave thus im not scared at all unlike SOMEBODY who jumped up. hahhahahaha. stupid stupid kokonut head.
ok the rest i shall WRITE IN MY DIARY!!
reminder to myself again.
a quarter of a water bottle checked.
side by side ring checked.
half a Hercules checked.
colourful jellybeans FULLY CHECKED.
HAHA sounds familiar?

then went back to school for the band thingy. very funny. the dumb wei sheng kept jumping up whenever the music being played seems louder then usual. causing me to jump up together with him every time haha.




went to tfsc today. the appreciation party? they told us to close our eyes while they led us inside the room. haha. their hands were pressed against my eyes so hard till i cannot even open it all all and my head was pushed backwards. HAHA. i felt like a toy but very sweet :)
it ended then.


:)))))))))))))!!!!!!
kenny the big daddy
birthday

mich



ugly





TLY
MOOD: full

i just ate cucumber. haha I'm becoming like Jeffrey the rabbit. the cucumber very hard. i ate it till my teeth pain. ah ma ah ma lao ah ma.

byebye!
headache





11:16 PM
had fish and chips for dinns yesterday and it was delicious!!
laze about in hougang and basically just walk non stop.
-waterbottle checked.


then today spent time with bao at compass, trying clothes in metro, sengkang for the first time.
think the mirror there makes one look thinner, so i try the clothes i all also want buy! but no money!overspend my allowance le. din save at all la.
then later bought old chang kee at compass after bao left and eat.
the yam is super oily. yucks.
then head off to novena.
had BK and subway cookies.
everything is all about food :D
-waterbottle checked.
-ring checked.


sometimes all you want to do is to wail and cry.

11:31 PM
haha i promise that i will blog bout CAN CAN CAN CAN.
so i reach home straightaway blog :D


oh can why are you so can


ly please help me continue haha

was not feeling good since morning, easily irritated and not happy nowadays.
getting old i guess.
or maybe the ever full stomach.


yup and yesterday was home visit to pasir ris family service centre and i was dead halfway through. felt that no one care bout what i say so i stop talking. haha.
at least apple cared!


ahh channel 8 show the guy went back to the past. scary.. but very good she can save those who are dying!


i like ikea:D

8:57 PM
the more i care......
the sadder i will feel
the higher my hopes will be
the greater i will fall
therefore
i wish i didn't have to care.
i WISH.

it did make me happy. really happy.
it did make me smile right from the heart.
however, as it goes deeper and deeper. the mind will tend to wander.
and more sensitive will the feelings become.
more dumb emotions will be shown.
in the past it was like that. I'm afraid now it will be like that too.
and i hate it.
maybe i should try to stop it before it started.
but how?
doubt i can stop it anyway and
i really dun feel like stopping.

justwanahide.

how long can feelings last?
Sometimes it's hard to like someone
because you're so afraid of losing them.
especially when you know that you are not good enough.
and that you are not even nice in the first place.

but, the fact is people never change, you just begin to see them from a different perspective you chose not to see before.

ly

10:46 PM
goal!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


enjoy my day cos i got to eat all the food i like! such as mixed rice, salty biscuit, munchy donut- choc with peanut butter filling , island cremery's teh tarik ice cream and very berry ice cream. whooping double scoop for only 4 bucks! some pieces of ham and also fried noodles for dinns.



was like practically travelling for fun as we have no idea where to go and how to go anywhere.
i wanted to go the bukit timah to check out the salvation army store but only to realise that redhill mrt station not equal to bukit timah i think? till now no idea. then randomly took a bus from redhill and drop off at thompson plaza impromptu. Thompson plaza is a place to eat and shop and nothing else? just right for me haha. had a hard time finding a bench, only saw one in the 2ND level and the 3rd level la. only when we dint needed a bench then we found so many.



then then then i suggested island cremery, a place Winnie brought me to when i wasn't in a good mood. my first time there, i had PINEAPPLE TART ICE CREAM and yum was super delicious. however, they are available during the new year season i think?
so island cremery is in Serene's centre. i want Michelle's centre. haha and we spent lotsa time in there looking at the walls that are pasted with so many photos! oh ya, we sat at the little long corridor and table and chairs where there are crayons available for boring people like me to draw as well as books to read or play games!! FUN FUN FUN.
however, the photo printing machine is faulty so we cant print a photo of us:<



then there is the cold storage which stocks up a lot westerners kind of food? cheese with holes that i have never seen except in tom and jerry and chips of different kinds that are not available in other cold storage. and also pizzas, pastas that we can buy and warm up and tada!
tried the DR PEPPER drink that tastes like cherry and medicine at the same time. thought very nice to drink lor cos i hear of this drink before. ended up drinking too much and spitting it out on her. HAHA


and then there is also this gastronomical sth sth that serves yummy food like pasta, lasagnas and some hard cream like desserts. apple bought ham and cheese pizza that was really cheesy.yum again.


next time shall go there to eat the lasagnas.


michelle


and my shoulder is so comfortable and my hair smells nice
4TH outing, 9th bottles.

9:10 PM
last last last time!








11:43 PM
i hate myself today.
HATE HATE HATE.
was in a really really funny mood throughout the day. was affected by some things thats why. i didnt mean to show it out but i really could not control myself. i really tried!! but in the end. everything just adds on and on and onnnnn.
sorry keith, kenny and nic. ahhhhhhhhh :(

oh well. at least that THING is settled now i suppose? shall see laterrrRRRR how.

REALLY SORRY!!!!!!!!!!! i feel super guilty. if i ever behave like that again, slap me punch me kick me.

anyhow mich. calling someone pig does not means liking that person ok. haha must be you like that thats why! TSK.

my uncle is coming to my house in one hour time. injection??
i dun want. my poor swollen ear. that time its my eye and now its my ear. duno whats the problem with me. hope its not pain!!


yup! i knew i could trust you. and i guess it turns out well??
haha.


tly
mood: guilty
sorry

7:18 PM
today was napfa and i feel like dying.
haha too long never run i think my legs are protesting!
my mum received an sms saying that all handphone users should switch off their handphones cos there will be really dangerous radiation emitting from the power station or something.
dun think it is true since the news dint report anything on that?
but i think i will stay far far away from my handphone at that time?
hum ji.


haha suddenly remember bao smses me long ago whether to join the famine camp and i want to go but i dun want play the activities cos i am anti social haha. i want to starve 30 hours with my friends and not strangers!


and i realise something, we tend to call someone we like/admire/make fun/tease etc PIG? haha ER HEM liying:D but i think it implied to mnay people? jasmine ER HEM. haha..i duno, i feel that way. i dun think u want to call someone whom you cleraly dun like pig as in u mean it and not cos you say it out of habit. haha. there are many words we dun say to others and only to particularly some special people.


ahhhh! i really need to be a taitai cos i want to enjoy life. they seems to enjoy life on the surface i guess? even though i have not interact with one la. no chance.
i need money for spa for manicure for hair for face for children for my gold tap for my golf lessons for my crytal dumpling for my daily subway cookies for my husband new tie for my new bed for my new cream for my parents for my brothers.


but i cant be one cos i got no luck. if i earn enough money and retire does it make me a taitai?
taitai always give me the impression of a demure women with charisma wearing a cheongsum. looks like someone out of a mooncake cover. haha. but in life they are seen with sunglasses on the top of their head, wearing some chic heels and clothes.


ok i love to type more but i think i should pay attention to my handphone and back to my maths!boo.


mich
mood:draggy.

10:05 PM
17th may 08.
went to watch made of honour after college day. Scotland is so nice.
erm. dun really feel like blogging about it here. BTW popcorns belong in your mouth. Not all over the floor and on me you dumb pig haha.
so i shall write it in my diary(Mich. opposite from you!)
REMINDER to myself.

that stupid pig. why you go figure out my secret message and keep talking about it in front of me. haha if you see this then too bad!! :)
i just feel like saying you now. smelly stinky dummy pig.
I'm not angry at all. I just felt a little embarrassed at that time. OK. maybe super embarrassed. HAHA. 1st time admitting it!

nvm nvmmmmmm.
read a book today titled 'come clean'. i read it till i have goosebumps all over, urgh. but its a nice book.
i have been wasting my time today again. its the same for everyday anyway. at least i did TRY.
next week we will be helping the band's concert. we will be MOVING CHAIRS and stuffs. haha. i shall train my muscles and soon i will be like Hercules!

BYE BYE!!

friendsfamilystudieslove.


11:39 PM
yesterday was college day and liying and i met at mac for mcgriddles meal!
the first bite of the bun was yummy but if you eat the whole burger all at the same taste, then it tastes tasteless. next time eat all four layers seperately like big breakfast meal would be better!

and then off to lorong lew lian to sell things cos my papa rented a 1 day stall to sell stuffs.
sold random stuff like mine swords, knifes and blades, and puzzles, and even roller chairs.
and i got 20 bucks at the end of the day cos of my presence! i din do anything at all when i was there. hmm.. 20 bucks for 4plus hours is average pay? :>

today went for lunch at punggol plaza again. just went on thursday with a friend.
and then after praying went off to watch movie! what happens in vegas! funny show!
ate subway and midnight curry :D reaaly full!

lazy to write diary so shall blog about where i go:> soon soon the blog will be more spice up with things more exciting than where i went and what i eat!







3rd time with apple
8th time hold same water bottle.

10:16 PM


haha!


11:41 PM

i want and NEED abt. haha. ah pui.
extensions! so long ago.
our ugly yi tiao xian :(
















































10:30 PM
i dun understand line spectra, and i think i wun understand quantum too:<

DYING!



mich

6:59 PM
back home from changi airport and a fresh bath!
have got no one to accompany me home, lucky liying have:>


haha school is boring (nothing new) today, class is boring too :<>
where has the damn bonded class gone?
i see people breaking into groups and sometimes stay alone. sad sad.
but i cant do anything about it cos i am not participating in any actions to bring the class together la.


feel like eating those sandwiches at changi airport, so many stores selling those thick and big bread with diff flavours. can dun eat the usual subway bread then.


need to do something exciting! any recommendations?


mich
mood: craving for bread

pineapple pineapple.
if you are pine, am i apple?

Labels: random

11:19 PM

Sunday, May 11, 2008

haha no mich. this blog is not dead YET!!

my sis, dad and i bought two bottles of red wine for my mum. she likes to drink red wine! although normally after she drinks half a cup of it, her whole face will turn red. haha. apple lobster.
then went to my aunt's house for the buffet. we celebrated MOTHER'S DAY there. rather boring in the house so rui min, xu yan and I went down to the playground to talk. it has been a long long time since i last saw them. lucky we never really drift apart! although theres some awkward silence here and there. but still :)
saw some baby photos today. i want a big big BIG birthday cake. when we were young the bdae cake was always very big and colourful! looks yummy although the taste might be funny. haha yummy funny. but i dun care! i still want one.
rather happy these few days. i think. if only tests and homework and As dun exist in my life. it would be perfect.
SO MANY TESTS. SO LITTLE TIME.
haha ok. maybe its not the time factor. that day before econs test, mich and i stayed in school planning to study econs all the way. in the end, we didnt even take that dumb book out from our bags. stayed in school till 7plus then we went back with nothing. and so i'm going to flunk that case study test held on saturday.
and and
there's chem test, econs test and gp presentation tml!! hope my voice will be better. cus i dun wana sound like a frog. crock.

afraid of falling deeper!

TLY
MOOD: i duno
eyes on me.

HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY TO MY MOTHER!!!!
ilove you. haha only dare to say it out here(cus she wont see it) and in the card that i gave to her.
i
duno how to express it out
:(

haha. nvm!!

11:05 PM

greatest woman

this blog is nearly dead i must rescue it!haha

mother day is today!and i bought something for my mum, took me very long to give her cos i feel funny and er shy?so i just gave her her present with a blank face and faster walk away, back to my room. then she call my name and ask me see the expiry date, cos we are not sure if it is expired?exp date is 080410 so duno us it year 08 exp or 10 exp.

school is boring and dead.
yawns.

wonderful love life thou!
with my bolster:D
i love my bolster!

oh okay, today then i realise that i can have a title for each post

lala..

mich
mood: bully people

Labels: title too

10:18 PM

Sunday, May 4, 2008

FRIDAY
went to downtown with mich. ate 5 subway cookies and one sandwich each. :(
then we talked instead of studied till 7plus. walked around downtown. many many memories. we saw the new Ferris wheel. although it is small but its very nice with all the bright and colourful lights surrounding it.
we ran away from the 2 dumb boys who keep following us. spoiler.
then mich came to my house and stayed. we watched drama all the way. and we slept at 3plus. i went to school around 7 and did spa. GP remedial was cancelled. Ate at swensens with jeff. kenny.sandy. then went to kenny's house.
after that i went out again.


I'm afraid of going deeper and deeper. i dun want to fall in and pull out in the end. this will do no good to anyone. especially you. what am i supposed to do? avoiding. running away from reality. facing it bravely. But what's there to face. the problem would end if i stopped thinking. how.

AND i dun understand why is it that a boy and a girl cannot be close to one another WITHOUT people gossiping or misunderstanding. isn't there such a word as FRIENDS in their dictionary? well. that word exists in mine. and i think what im suppose to do is to just ignore and block out things. but is that possible first.

and to fssf. sorry :(
i really didnt know. i wish that you will let out whatever that's hurting you. even if it does not hurt anymore. though i doubt so. i'm not in the position to ask you anything regarding that matter. so i guess what i should do is to just forget that i knew that 'thing'. but whatever is it, i will be there. wish you knew.

3:15 PM

Saturday, May 3, 2008

i am a chapter in your life but you are nothing to me, sadly.

i wish you were really nothing, then life wouldn't be so confusing and tiring.

all the fake cheerfulness.

all the constant irritation i get.

hated the time where i have to pause, to think carefully what i wanna say.

cos with any mistake, the misery comes back to me and i have to face it.

i brought these upon myself.

i initiated everything.

i deserved this.

but how i wish..

all the stupid mistakes can be erased.

incinerated to ashes.

replaced by a tick.

no longer would i take a wrong step.

no longer would there be the irritated girl.

i wont feel irritated cos i don't have the right to.

a friend would stay as a friend, and should not get involved in my whirlpool of emotions.

even if you brought upon all that mixed emotions

9:06 PM

Thursday, May 1, 2008

dont know whats wrong with us:<

just so unlucky:<:<

Labels: pine

10:23 PM

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