Sunday, July 20, 2008
haha i am hysterical.
i duno whats the meaning of that, i think i know but i duno also.
with the change in seasons in my two eyes, so quickly.
its hard to predict when the floods are coming, when the water has dried up.
one moment, i feel so sad, the next moment(ok several hours later, i sad v long) i very happy, then from then on i remain positive, and then several hours gain i not happy again.
i dun like to be unhappy at night, because the night is so long. and u end up not sleeping.well.
hate the times where i lie in my bed for so many hours, and yet i am sleeping, but also not. like i will be asking myself, did i sleep?
so i am unhappy now, so i will type unhappy and nasty things.
i am really nasty nasty now. i cannot help it. i must hurt a person more so i wouldnt feel so hurt.
i shouldnt have talk to you again, we were ok ready, after so long. post deleted from here
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too nasty, too hurting.
you said you are dead.
i think i am worse.
michelle cheng man yun. my whole name to the whole world.
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