Wednesday, June 18, 2008
         
         
         erm. i said two wrong things today. to liying and to liying haha.
is this the third wrong thing?
wow.. monday was the painest day i ever had.
stomach pain till to much for me to bear, till i see green, yellow
till subway smell makes me wanna vomit
okok shall stop complaining, but thanks to liying for helping me flag a taxi in the end haha if not if we continue to wait at the place where taxis cannot stop i will die out of pain and looking pathethic.
got home safely, pain gone, new pain come cos taxi fare so much:o
thanks liying for accompanying me home and then goin off in a 40mins bus ride after i reach
this whole post is mention liying 5 times.
its all about you babyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy haha
and tues was tuition for 4 hours!ahh!
and due to some misunderstanding, after my bro bought wrongly choco helo panda to me... i am in love with choco helo panda gain!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
yipppeeee lovellllyyyy bolster!
michie mich michy mickey michael
hearing the sad songs playing from the radio and the cold breeze blowing at me. cannot help but to blog again!
suddenly miss alot of things. that explains why last few days i flip through many old pictures, baby pictures. but i cant take photos of those pictures cos my camera is totally out of batt and i so dun want to pay for the batteries. argh. but i want take photos.
i have to say, i think times were better off in the past.
girlfriends laugh, girlfriends quarell, girlfriends play ring a ring a roses in front of the canteen area, girlfriends helps to pass letter to their boys,girlfriends needs assurance that they look good, girlfriends cry and so much more. the thing is we dont call ourselves girlfriends. we arent the type that really cry on one another shoulder, we dont hug one another, sometimes we keep things to ourselves but not all. just a little secret to oneself.  but i still feel very happy.. in fact i think i look better in the past then the me now. but it doesnt matter cos one day i will change:>
felt as though i turning back time too. back to the quiet mich. but also one who wouldnt keep quiet upon attacks for the now me. i think i was too quiet last time. but i think i was a good girl to my family. now i am not haha. i also want return to the quieter mich, so i will say less wrong things,and that beats better than being unable to take back my words if i talk too much. i always wish i can stop being so extra. by saying some sentences only to realise that no one is listening or that no one cares to comment and perhaps nothing to comment. yup. this is good.
the reason why i am so bad to you is because, perhaps you are the only one who shows you care. i am really taking advantage of you.
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