Wednesday, May 14, 2008
i want and NEED abt. haha. ah pui.
extensions! so long ago.
our ugly yi tiao xian :(i HATE to get my hopes up. and see myself getting disappointed all over again. but if i can stop this whole thing right from the start then why didn't i? should i pull myself away so i won't get hurt? or should i just be brave and embrace everything. oh well. whatever. i dun really believe in love and forever anymore. these two words seem very dumb to me. didn't' know what i was thinking in the past and how much i believed in it. maybe its cus of those TV shows and books! :(
but i think a part of that dumb self still exists within me and it can't go away.
AHHHHHHHHH URGH.
i got picked to go to college day!!! my luck is so darn BAD. if there's a lucky draw to get a new hand phone or car or one million dollars, i will never be picked! but 'lucky' draw to go to this kind of thing have to picked me. anyway before the drawing was held, i already know i will definitely be one of the 8 that will be picked. because i can never escape from this type of things. but haha i was still telling myself maybe there is still a chance? boo hoo. no offence Jeffrey! i dun mind going there to see you receive the duno what there. haha. but i dun want go to SCHOOL from 1pm to 5pm on a SATURDAY and the school is 10000000000000000000000000km(HAHA) away from my house(yup. same old excuse i know)
NEVER MIND. shall not complain about it anymore.
busybusybusy! i am a busy girl. but i like to waste my time doing nothing.
go away you pig. i want to ignore you!!
trying to figure out this life.
won't you take me by the hand.
take me somewhere new.
this moment is perfect.
please dun go away.
i need you now.
TLY
MOOD: tly duno what mood
in the past i would like a wedding by the beach. just a simple one will do. but now. i dun really care. and i didnt give much thought to it. because it all seems so far away and so long! im still young. HAHA.
maisiao(ur secret name) you go think? I wonder are you feeling happy now. anything good. or normal. ??????
haha...
monday.
went to airport study with mich! ate jollibean and BK. and went back at 9plus. didnt study anything. all i did was write a letter and read through my maths notes and a itty bitty bit of chem.
tuesday.
forget what happen ready.
today.
cca.
byebye! im bored but im not boring. this post is boring. my life is boring.
seiptoo hwere rea u. dun pls. cmu n otk 2 eem. i ound hawt ma i elfiegn onw. mi ggnio 2 keat hte aeerrli ubs ltm. i undo hwy. ahsi. farafi fo afllgni edeepr nad elso vhtinygere waya.
OK byebye for real.
10:30 PM