Friday, April 18, 2008
HAHAHAHAHHAHAAHA.
what a loser.
seriously i cannot stand myself sometimes. This is the second time this year since i felt like that.
what are friends? friends do not make use of one another. and actually care for them. just like how you treat me today. although i duno isit more then that.but really really thanks alot for whatever that you did today. and sorry too.
well.felt so darn 'sad' and lousy that i walked away very fast when you were behind me. so long didnt walkaway like that ready! you the 2ndperson LEH. fortunate? haha joking la. lucky u very good! never dun care me :(
two 21 and 59 past by and finally took the next 21 and went to find michelle. just felt like finding her. because she's the only one who knows everything that is going on. and i really need something to distract me real bad. so told her some. IT's just part of it.but i felt a whole lot better ready.
i seldomcopen up to people. thats why i still didnt say everything out in the end. told her about more then half i think. the rest i shall just bury it away away DOWN AND DEEP UNDER.
felt i was very irriating keep popping out and finding mich out of a sudden thus i felt guitly thats why i TREATED you. you think i really so crazy till got mood to want to treat people MEH. haha. just wanted to thank you.YAYAYAYA, u got this part correct la.dun read my mind please haha.
anyway felt better now! thanks mich and isotope. really! just the 2 of you.
feel funny. this the first time i reallyblog about what i truely truely feel.
fresh start!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
you stupid pig please go away!
i really tried the other time and almost succeded. why did you come and find me back again.
WHY WHY WHY
this time even if you tried
i swear. ok not swear. its too strong a word.
i WILL push you away.
willwillwillwillwillwillwillwillwillwill
tly mood: depressesed
i at mich house now! dun feel like going home today. but i have to reach home at 9am tml!! to go to the bank! then complete all myhomework including gp. sunday tution and my two tests and gpproject. and monday drained.
byebye
i shall be fine.
dun need you anyway. theres no you in the past. and its not as if you really care.
10:24 PM