Friday, November 23, 2007
...............im going to try to convince myself that i dun care anymore. its not that i dun want to. its just that i dun want to add on any unneccessary worries to myself. im just going to do my best in everything and see how everything goes. hope that it will be alright. feel really scared but i dun feel like saying it to anyone. shall keep it to myself till everything is ok. suddenly the things i used to care alot seems to be the least i care now. but maybe it could stayed with me. give me some form of encouragement. sometimes i really feel like breaking down. but no one understands. putting a strong front. although im not. not joining my class service leanring after so much planning and everything. have to join the other class. all because of THAT. y must my time this week all seems to clash! very tiring! ly
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