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Monday, October 1, 2007

today is a dumb day.. never really did anything.. i just cannot concentrate.. study halfway
find things eat
eat till full
go and sleep
wake up ready
watch tv
watch tv then
start day dreaming
haha feel like poem.. XD

the channel 8 9pm show very cool.. watch ready make me want to be police woman haha too bad i scared of blood and crazy people and guns and knives and knives with blood and knives and blood with crazy people holding it HAHA.. if im a police woman after one day i go Imh ready lo.. but still bang bang very cool.. tml going tfsc in the morning then stuying till 2pm( i got a lot a lot of questions to ask!! must ask finish by 2pm!!) then go school and meet mich later till at night! my timetable.. boring timetable hais.. super tired my clever brain is going to explode sooner or later..
think all my cousin very clever.. one on the newspaper the duno what china business thing.. two in rgs.. one in rjc a lot of scholarships but she all dun want because she want to go overseas and study.. omg i can never do that.. go overseas play still can haha.. feel very lousy..
just thought of it and realised that i was never really happy on my birthday before... maybe in the past i thought too much and make things much worse for myself.. but on that day last year i feel so funny.. leaving that match with a feeling that i cant let go.. hoping __ will come after.. this year definately will not be a nice one too.. nice is as in really smile and make u feel warmth :( duno how to explain.. is just THOSE kind.. and empty feeling.. wonder when will i have it?? 5 years later? oh well..

ly
mood: EXPLODE!!!!!!!!!!!

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