smiling and laughing dosnt means you are happy. being with friends might let you feel that way for a little while but once you are alone the truth comes out? don't tell me THAT way is the only way that can make me happy. if thats the case then im useless and so dependant i don't want to need that to make me happy but so far thats the only thing that can make me smile from my heart. and that won't come so soon so does that means i will continue to suffer from temporary happiness? super depressed. i need _______ uRGH.. Head stuff with dumb chinese hope to get an A or B and THEN kick it out of my stupid life. but honestly theres nothing wrong with my life. my family :) friends :) just that i cannot bring myself to feel really happy..!!!!!!! american got talent.. funny.. the way they talk so many 'yoyoyoyo' gesture. worried for them that their hands will fly out. hais. theres our secret activity tml. the 'things' we lose while doing it all gain back by my pig behaviour ready lo.. sometimes its better to not think so much but sometimes you cannot help it but think. from now onwards im not going to think about useless stuffs!!! ahhhh..
good luck to me tml! ly mood: depressing!
10:04 PM
that's us.
Even though the tides may fall.
Even though the grass will wilt.
Even though we will die.
we will always be friends forever..
tan li ying AND michelle cheng