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Friday, October 12, 2007

sick of my life... dun understand what i want.. i think im super dumb.. cannot even do a simple thing.. cannot just do everything correctly.. cannot just feel happy without anything pulling me down.. im not going to force 'people' to care if 'they' really dun even feel like caring.. not going to bother them anymore.. if thats what it is.. stupid com.. duno whats the problem with it also.. project work is wasting my time.. still got lots to be done!! im starting to hate buses! from jurong east to tpy.. from tampines to balestier.. in the past i used to love long trips sitting down there staring out the window and just daydreaming but now it seems so tiring everyday.. only when i have the mood i will then accept it and just day dream all the way.. everything seems perfect when u dream.. even the worst will turn out fine.. just like in drama and tv shows.. maybe thats why i enjoy watchin those stuffs and hope for things that will never happen.. and my promos.. i very no confident at all! in physics maths and chem.. the most important ones.. so many marks gone and so many guesses done on the mcqs.. guess one whole page and that whole page all wrong.. i never lucky hahaaaa.. zzz
easter bunnies that looked amazing on the shelf. One bite later, you realised that the rabbit wasnt a thick chunk of yummy chocolate but rather a thin, tasteless shell..
who can teach me how to smile with your heart?

ly

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