i hate myself..i dream of havin that..and now that i haf it..i dun wan it anymore..e feeling is so miserable..so empty..so i duno hw describe!!why did my dream come true??or have it came true or izit just my imagination?hate this hate this!!!!!!!!!lousy pig..cannot study at all..wasted like the whole day and i stil haven study econs..dun wan sleep le..hopefully can do that..but studyin reali nt impt anymore..heart feel so tense so tight so wan to explode and pop some fireworks lidat..oni the firworks is my lungs heart blood flying instead of sparks..happytreefriend..ahhh sianx!!i wan get rid of this funny feeling and faster start studying!!!!!!!drink so much..yakult yakult green tea and alot cornflakes and biscuits but not happy at all..what thing can reali make me happier?i dun wan all the false hapiness dun wan anything else..i want to know if my dream is really coming true..or mebe its a nightmare..if so..I WAN TO WAKE UPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPP
Even though the tides may fall.
Even though the grass will wilt.
Even though we will die.
we will always be friends forever..
tan li ying AND michelle cheng